People-Pleasing is Not Kindness; It is Avoidance

Many adults suffer from chronic anxiety because they are trapped in a self-inflicted prison of people-pleasing. They walk into therapy exhausted, claiming that they are "empaths" who simply care too much about others. They believe their anxiety is a byproduct of their own kindness.

This is a comforting lie. People-pleasing is not kindness. It is a defense mechanism rooted in self-preservation and manipulation. If your anxiety stems from constantly trying to keep everyone around you happy, you do not have a problem with caring too much; you have a problem with avoiding conflict.

The Manipulation of "Being Nice"

When you agree to a commitment you despise, nod along with an opinion you vehemently disagree with, or refuse to correct a partner who is treating you poorly, you are not being "nice." You are actively deceiving the people around you. You are withholding your true thoughts and boundaries because you are terrified of their reaction.

At its core, people-pleasing is about controlling how others perceive you. You are trading your own authenticity for the guarantee that someone else won't be angry with you. This creates a baseline of relentless anxiety, because you must constantly monitor the emotional temperature of the room to ensure your mask hasn't slipped.

The Exhaustion of the Chameleon

If you alter your personality, your opinions, and your boundaries depending on who is in front of you, you will inevitably experience profound psychological exhaustion. Anxiety is the natural result of living a fractured life where your internal reality never matches your external actions.

You cannot build a stable, calm life if your foundation is entirely dependent on the approval of your spouse, your boss, your parents, or your peer group. When you live this way, you are a hostage. Every minor shift in someone else's mood registers to your nervous system as a catastrophic threat.

Tolerating the Guilt of Disappointment

The solution to this anxiety is not a generic self-esteem workbook. The solution is action, and that action is going to feel terrible at first. To break the cycle of people-pleasing, the therapeutic work involves:

• Speaking the Truth: Stating what you actually want, think, and refuse to tolerate, without softening the blow with endless apologies.

• Letting People Be Angry: You must learn to tolerate the discomfort of someone else's disappointment. If setting a reasonable boundary makes someone angry, that is their problem to manage, not yours.

• Sitting with the Guilt: When you start prioritizing reality over other people's feelings, you will feel guilty. The goal of therapy is not to eliminate that guilt, but to teach you to decide from a grounded place whether that guilt pushes you toward or farther away from what you truly need.

The Bottom Line

Your anxiety will not disappear as long as your primary goal in life is to avoid making waves. You have to choose between the discomfort of conflict and the agony of chronic anxiety. You cannot avoid both.

Powers Psychotherapy LLC in Loveland, CO, is built for clients who are ready to stop hiding behind "niceness" and start living honestly. When you are ready to face the friction, contact us to get started.

Mindfulness and Mental Health

Mindfulness can be Simpler than It’s Made out to Be

A brief, internet search about mindfulness might bring you to a range of techniques and practices for embodying a mindful self. This is awesome. Many of these are extremely helpful practice in developing abilities that range from increasing focus to reducing stress. However, many of these (concentration, breathing, etc.) can feel very aimless without the right teacher. At least, for me this was true. Of course, this is fully an internal struggle of my own. Almost all resources I encountered make it very clear that the entire experience should be free of pressure to perform.

Still, though, it is honestly difficult to accomplish that. And because it is difficult, it is at least worth looking at what the goals of all of these practices are.

What you Stand to Gain

At its heart, mindfulness is your ability to draw your attention and focus to the present moment and everything that it affords you. If you are distracted with deadlines at work, financial strife, or conflict with a loved one, you are having a natural reaction to the stressors of life. Additionally, you might not be fully present in the moment.

Now, another natural reaction might be to read the previous paragraph and think that I am trying to convince you not to worry about fairly consequential things in your life. However, I can assure you that this is not the case. Of course you have matters to attend to that simply cannot be ignored. At the same time, there are undoubtedly moments that exist in between your opportunities to work toward solutions. In these moments, the question is how to tend to what is going on right then and there.

Maybe the situation in front of you is a really lovely one that warrants a little appreciation and gratitude. Those seem to be the moments that our loved ones insist we make an effort to live in. On the other hand, maybe the situation is a minor concern that still needs tending to. In either case, there is something of value happening in the current moment that makes your attention valuable there as well.

So ultimately, you stand to gain an increase in value on each moment of your time and attention.

How to Practice Mindfulness

I should take this moment to fully acknowledge the benefits of any other mindful practices you might find. They truly are fantastic. Again, though, this blog is meant to provide more easily accessible ways to get the ball rolling on mindful practices.

One thing to try is to notice when you are feeling preoccupied. This might sound easy. With some practice, it can be. However, noticing what you tend not to notice is a skill. One way to build this skill is to take note of when you miss some details in whatever you might be engaging with. For example, maybe you are watching a movie and can’t remember what happened in the last few minutes. Maybe you are reading and go over the same paragraph several times in a row without retaining anything. These are experiences that everybody has at some point, but noticing it is the first step.

Next, simply tell yourself that you notice when you notice. Even try saying it out loud. Obviously this might not hold all of the answers to mindful practices, but again, it is a start. Once you make a habit of noticing when you can’t seem to keep your attention in the present, the next step is to identify what feelings and emotions are tied to your distraction.

For example, you’ve just realized that your attention has been somewhere else for several minutes, and you’ve told yourself that’s what has happened. Great! Now ask yourself this:

“While my attention was elsewhere, what was I feeling? Was I sad, anxious, angry, agitated, upset, etc.?”

Of course, you can feel many emotions at the same time. Even so, identifying even one goes a long way. With a few repetitions, you might see some patterns. Maybe you are identifying the same emotion again and again. Maybe it’s a different one each time.

In either case, you have now begun the process of getting in touch with your moment-to-moment feelings. Whether you choose to begin unpacking all of them on your own or with the help of another person, you might have a little bit better of a grasp on what you are trying to address.

If you feel like you need some extra help, there is always someone to talk with.